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Intangible by shes-not-breathing, literature

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Intoxicating memories are taking over- inch by inch- breath by breath- A slow coming asphyxiation of the soul drowning in painstaking tears of the past cried over lost lovers- neglected by the heavens, summoned by the demons, and too silent for any mortal to hear. A beacon from a distant place cries out in muffled sounds drowned out by the rains "I'll save you if you make it here. I'll take you in, my child." dazed and delirious confused and alone nowhere… nowhere… nowhere… An island of salvation in a sea of desperation a thousand miles away.

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One Step Back by shes-not-breathing, literature

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One Step Back

I can feel this haze slowly rolling in again and I can't exactly say I'm happy to see it. It's that whole 2 steps forward, 1 step back thing that always gets me. It's kinda like losing something after you just found it. I've been doing a lot of that lately – losing things. Maybe it's slightly metaphoric – you know… a good analogy. It's kinda like temporarily misplacing middle c – so that you're lost. And you just can't stand hearing those broken arpeggios. It's that feeling your setting yourself up for another heartbreak and you thought you learned your lesson the first two times. It's like being force-fed a rejection

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There Goes My Life by shes-not-breathing, literature

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There Goes My Life

Will tonight be the last time I ever see your face? And will tonight be the last time I get to feel your embrace? Baby, I know I've done wrong, but I'll I'll make it right. I just don't think I can make it through the night. There goes my life. There goes everything I ever used to know. There goes all my hopes and dreams. Say goodbye to everything... There goes my life. Your heart is broken and now mine is too. And I know that I can't live with out - I can't live without you. If you leave me here alone tonight I swear I'll die. I just can't make it with out you by my side. There goes my life. There goes everything I eve

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All Apologies

They say you love the outcasts- the ones everyone loves to hate. Then how come in your 'book of truth' I'm an abomination and my destiny is to burn in hell? But I could be just like every other hypocrit walking down the street. I could live a good a lie as any; I could deny everything for your so-called eternal life, but isn't salvation a little over-rated anyway? I'd rather die a torturous death than to be just like everyone else; and I'd rather love and be loved than to be in heaven - if there is such a thing as heaven and hell. You can't always believe the hype; can you? I'm sorry everything was wasted on me. and I'm sor

Cryin' Inside by shes-not-breathing, literature

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Cryin' Inside

Can't you see that I'm greivin' inside? And can't your see all the pain in my eyes? And when you look does it take you down through a maze leading you to my soul? Does it pull you this way and that so you don't even know which way that you're trying to go? Is it left; is it right? is it down or around? And when you try to run away does it catch you and pull you back down? (pull you back down) You don't know all the hurt in my life and you can't see behind all these lies. You don't know who I am and you don't know my plan. And you can't see that I'm cryin' inside (cryin' inside) And now that its got you sittin' there do yo

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United States
Deviant for 19 years
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Current Residence: Arkansas
Favourite genre of music: Hard Rock/ Hip Hop/ Metal/ Dance/ Trip-Hop/ Dark Opera/ Techno... everything really
Favourite photographer: tragicmistress
Operating System: WIN2000
Wallpaper of choice: Angelina Jolie
Favourite cartoon character: Daria, Stripperella

Favourite Movies

Anything with Angeling Jolie, The Craft, The Truth About Jane, Chicago, The Phantom of the Opera

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Evanescence, Manson, Black Eyed Peas, Nightwish, Lacuna Coil, Courtney Love, Ashlee Simpson

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divisal, metalmistress, duet-with-knives, timrky, mansonsmetalmistress

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shes-not-breathing

Apr 23, 2005

I just wanna live while I'm alive

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I haven't been around here in a while.... my messages currently read 779. FYI I've kinda sworn off writing... I don't have much of a desire to do it. It kinda has a bad connotation now. People say its sad... but hey its my life so whatever right. I really really really want to do some shoots... no time really though. It is gettin pretty out though... *sigh* Okay. Well I kinda just wrote this to keep everyone who cares informed. Ima say I'm doin good. Really.... Its great to be extremely happy for long long LONG periods of time now. And doing that while being completely single ... I guess it shows I'm really okay. If you wanna know whats goin

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shes-not-breathing

Apr 5, 2005

Someone Special.

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Mood: tired Reading: *should* be The Great Gatsby.... Listening to: Nutopia - Jack Off Jill Today (April 5th) is someone very special's Bday: divisal (https://www.deviantart.com/divisal) aka Cathy aka my best friend. Go tell her how much you love her. If you don't know her, go get to know her. She is amazing.:heart: If you wanna know whats goin on with my life... read the below places. I'll only post da related stuff here from now on:) Join me at msn spaces Join me at Bolt Join me at hi5 Join me at My Space Join me at Tagged ages 13-19 Join me at Xanga ------ FirstPlaceMusic.com(website currently down) ---- I am in need of the following stock: STILL!! :bull

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shes-not-breathing

Mar 6, 2005

Here's the deal

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Mood: *yawn* Reading: Their Eyes Were Watching God If you wanna know whats goin on with my life... read the below places. I'll only post da related stuff here from now on:) Join me at Bolt Join me at hi5 Join me at My Space Join me at Tagged ages 13-19 Join me at Xanga ------ In a genre full of dark, depressing angsty bands, it's refreshing to hear a feel good heavy band. Their uplifting down-to-earth lyrics definitely make First Place the shining light in forest of infinite darkness. This blend of captivating in-your-face music and amazing energy was painted back in 1998 by lead guitarist Natal John. The canvas increasingly spans

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Love your gallery!

_{Hey there

How are you?}

ahmedyousri

Oct 2, 2006

hey, this is a lovely profile
and a very nice gallery wow

Erwing

Dec 17, 2005

Hi! =o -Points to neighborhood list- You live near me.

'Allo Jean.

On this Thursday (July 28) I have an appointment with a women that runs a new gallery and is looking for art to display. I am trying to compile a portfolio. I will be printing some of my digital pictures. If anyone can give me any suggestions on whichever pictures they think are either their favorites, or that are, in their opinion, really good or good enough to be on public display, I'd like the advice please. I'll probably go to CVS on wednesday to print them, as to give people as the maximum amount of time to repy to this journal. If you could, please post a link in a comment here and put the title of the piece. Maybe a short description of why you think it is worthy. That last part is optional. But please, any adive is greatly welcomed.

Rai-Kuga

Jul 3, 2005

Jean is the awesome